
now is the timenow is the timenow is the time by ~ninja-star
i'm running through this city
cutting every avenue
like a blade through virgin flesh
looking for a reason
but i can't find one just yet
i approach a silhouette of a man
he reflects the madness inside my head
but his edges seem so defined
unlike the words that fall from my lips
each block grows longer
each stride feels larger
the dust rises above me
as the concrete crumbles below my feet
action reaction
the movements aren't affecting me
i remain suspended
in your deep hesitations
circle me in your planner
put stars around me
sidestep away from these lines
that parallel your eyes
guide me through your dark

i hate everythingi hate how i hang on to every word you sayi hate everything by ~ninja-star
i hate how i listen to each breath you take
i hate how i care so much while it tears me apart
i hate how i can't stop thinking about you
i hate how i treat you differently from all the rest
i hate how i can't treat you the same way that i used to
i hate how my heart is still ready for your taking
i hate how i constantly check my phone to see if you called
i hate how i would do anything you ask me to
i hate how your voice calms me and shakes me at the same time
i hate how i'm waiting for an answer that i already know
i hate how i feel so ugly now
i hate how i feel so unhappy
i hate how i'
